6-Month Milemarker

Yep, 6 months–and 6 days, too, but meh.  I say “meh” a lot, I’ve noticed, which might be a positive sign?  A sign that I’ve stopped giving much more of a shit than I should?  Heh. So, here we are, at the 6-month mark on my road.  All roads to hell are paved with good … More 6-Month Milemarker

Back to Square 1.5

Well, here we are, post allergy clinic assessment, which I had hoped would be the start to a major chunk of my road to regaining my health, because getting the histamine under control is indeed a prerequisite for so many other important, healthy steps, and I was really excited about getting that ball rolling.  Six … More Back to Square 1.5

‘You are here’ ~ My end-of-August report card 

Because Accountability. And motivation and stuff.  (Don’t forget the “stuff”.) 😉 Writing these has actually become sort of a lifeline; I’ve been so lacking in motivation lately that it’s mind-boggling.  I find myself sitting and staring, with a growing to-do list, but still at a loss for what to do. I’ve been spending a lot … More ‘You are here’ ~ My end-of-August report card 

Journeying in

A friend remarked on Facebook that I’m “a walking medical experiment”. He’s not wrong.  Lol. I’ve come to regard my body and brain as an X-file.  There’s definitely something going on, and it’s definitely not in my head.  I always seem to fit some kind of pattern, but then when one attempts to apply the … More Journeying in

Back from the deep

It was a trying week. I had another breakdown. This one wasn’t my fault. It came through the realization of the possibility that my partner may actually be mentally ill.  Maybe he is, and maybe he isn’t. The loneliness I felt Monday night into Tuesday morning is the kind that dissolves your insides in acid, … More Back from the deep